Enan's Original Songs: a-g
Again Begin
Verse: G7 C
G7 D C Em A C Em D Chorus: A C EA Telling a tale that hasn’t been told Telling yourself you’ll never be old Scolding a sap for tasting the sugar Scolding yourself for napping with vigor Hating the cow that doesn’t feel it can eat Hating yourself content to be beat Blocking a rhyme bright with an orange Blocking yourself by staying so foreign Barf Sauce
Verse: B G# D A#
B C# D F Chorus:F D F C# F D C# B I care so much it makes me sick I’m not the guy you chose to pick It wasn’t on my heart your heart fixed To me you denied your precious gift Not only did you carve my heart out But you force fed it to me too Not only did you gauge my eyes out But you whispered how happy it made you
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Begin Again and see stars plain
Again begin with dots unclaimed Shaking yourself awake undreamed Shaking yourself wild to be seen Selling shit you wouldn't buy for the world Selling yourself for less than your worth Melding meaning for the sake of a job Melding yourself so you might stay on Wailing mammal surfaced from warmth Wailing yourself to sleep in a hearse Finishing with fireworks doubled by pond Finishing yourself in hopes to move on Begin Again and see stars plain Again begin with dots unclaimed Shaking yourself awake undreamed Shaking yourself wild to be seen I care so much I want to puke Lost now, officially confused No longer can I self-delude A life-long envisioned without you I care so much I dread your sight Knowing full well that come the night You’ll leave and take with your light You’ll leave and I won’t feel right Spread our wings. Stand on one talon With terrifying balance. Birds of Prey Beach Take a minute to chill Before we make our next kill Blood-thirsts are the worst, Especially when the closest are sweetest. Tongue dry and so parched- Licking lips to trigger the start. Draining from the tastiest parts: A technique that’s state of the art. Tear off the soft flesh, Impressing, irreversible mess- The final fearsome test: Dealing with mean old death. Have you seen Have you seen Have you seen that trash? Have you seen The Sleeping Beauty? And all her necro-nasty-naughty? Have you seen that drunken floozy? Because that movie is unruly. Have you seen The Cinderella? And her droolin over that fella? Have you seen how far she fell? Because that movie is plain awful. Have you seen Have you seen Have you seen that trash? I knew this guy who worked with clouds. He called himself an Airtist. This guy would laugh and sing aloud Every moment seemed his greatest. To my surprise he was not proud And meant us all the very best. Things may not look too pretty If all you do is stare. Dance instead of sitting. Make yourself believe No cushion ever misses a tenet on their feet. Look up a cloud in your view Within you'll find a trace Of a momentary part of you You might otherwise not face A cloud reflects most anything you're willing to embrace. A cloud seeks the part of you that can't stay in one place Between you and me only one of us is right Kinda hope it’s you so you don’t put up a fight You got all the answers, I got nothing but questions You got your romance, while I have no direction Oh no, so close to close Who knows where it'll go When we finally set ourselves free But not quite yet, coquette. Not quite as easy as that Brainstorming fermented little seed Must grow and grow and grow If it's gonna be a big as can be Grow and grow and grow If it's gonna be as big as can be So zoom were at the end Like it'd always been The place we were meant to be Go back how you came If you really want to tame Star smashing butterflied bellies Sometimes my mind feels like It could open so wide You could see in to me And tear my insides out It's not that I hate you I just wish that I did Can't take one more person leaving again Oh all Ill do is be Helplessly free Sometimes my eyes feel like They could open so wide You could peek into me And tear my insides out And I don’t take kindly To those that have wronged me. Better watch your behind Your destruction is on my mind. You know its on. The world moves whether we like it or not, And colors prove past what text can allot. To be honest is to remain unglued To fixed forms that leave some subdued. You know it’s on on on. Barrels of prescribed belief come bearing down, And the only hope is to jump or run, But those that miss their window to win, End up lost to the ways of the unprogressive. Let's exchange the past for present The dead for living For the love of Pete, bring it Let's swap out our hate for happy Our fate for mapping A path worth walking So welcome to the other side It’s not that you are dead You are just not alive Some would say you have to displace Your total mind to escape this place Evolove beyond romance and doves Evolove past hearts and kisses Evolove past cupid hovering above Evolove realizing your wishes Play the music so sweet that your every day tastes a little less sour The bitter can't compete, like pinning a smile against a frown Play the music so salty that your audience knows how much you really care The lyrics may be faulty but at least we are both totally aware So you think you’re hot That you hit the spot The center of the plot Well listen you little snot I’m here to tell you you’re not. With friends like these, I don’t know Making me feel more alone than I did before With friends like these should I care Especially when they’re not willing to play fair. It’s all fun and games Until someone gets hurt I double dare you to Show me proof Any piece would do Show me proof Forget your school Show me proof Forget those words Show me proof Forget what you heard Show me proof I triple dog dare you to Show me proof Cuz I don’t care about you When you tell me what to do It’s like your possessed By the demons I don’t believe in Your own life is a mess So don’t ask me to be blessed I swear just leave me be Cuz I like my idea of free You may think it crazy But in all honesty It’s all I’ll ever need While you forever beg and plead |
